Pout!

I’m not at the birth­day din­ner for one of my dear­est friends, because I feel like crap. I’m beat­ing myself up. It does­n’t help to do it, but I feel guilty. 

Today “doing my best” means stay­ing home where I’m not being bitchy at the world, and rest­ing so that I’ll be able to go to my class­es tomor­row. I just could­n’t go out today. I haven’t even got­ten dressed. (sigh)