preachermanfeed did it to me again.
I’ve spent a lot of my life trying to become better and better at what I DO. Somehow I thought my achievements might attract love. This has always been my fantasy. It’s a crazy fantasy because I’m not good enough to do anything worthy of love. I don’t think anyone can DO anything that would make him worthy of love.
Love is a gift and cannot be earned. It can only be given.
I should be learning to stand close to others and hold up under the deep pressure of intimacy. I should be practicing the esoteric art of being comfortable in my own skin and being comfortable with others joining me there.
I should be opening my holy of holies to the fresh air and making ready for visitors
